I did look at multiple resources re reading, many meanings of each card, but then before I got really into reading, I first journaled with each card.  Would look at it and see what meaning resonated.  That worked for me.  And as I went into Tarot as my own personal journey, not to become a reader of Tarot for others, I did what worked for me.   WHAT didn't work for me and what I wish I figured out, was that just because you find a deck attractive, doesn't make it a "reader" for you.  I