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  1. Typing with fat thumbs so im sorry if i miss out a few punctuations and please excuse my typos. Im not sure where this belongs so i hope im posting in the right place. I recently discovered my life path number is 7 (hopefully calculated this correctly [emoji38]) and i was interested to know if anyonecan offer insights into this or perhaps share your thoughts on your own life path numbers. Does the literature on the topic/ description resonate with you? I also saw some posts about gemstones that would help to cultivate the energies of your life path numbers. I wanted to start getting some gemstones or crystals for myself but know very little about them. Im a taurus sun and often told that diamonds and sapphires are good for me. The life path 7 energy apparently would be amplified if i have moonstone, selenite and sodalite and black opal around me. Would you recommend any other crystals or stones that i should consider having for my sacred little spot that i'll be creating in my home? [emoji173][emoji51] Sent from my CPH1701 using Tapatalk
  2. Hi @Grizabella yes usually i try to get a sense off the images and how i feel when reading the cards and the imagery. I definitely will take your advice on reading more on the traditional meanings and see if i can understand her better. The everyday enchantment deck looks very pretty. I am tempted to get the deck for myself to add to my collection. But ended up getting the tarot of dreams first. Counting down the days to get my hands on her [emoji38] Sent from my CPH1701 using Tapatalk
  3. Lol thank you @DownUnderNZer im gonna try that approach and see if this deck will cooperate [emoji51] maybe if we meditate together a bit she might speak to me. I was really drawn to the imagery on the box of the deck, drew me in to purchase it but when i opened her up and flipped through the cards one by one, to study her i didnt feel a connect. Maybe she needs a little time to open up [emoji53] Sent from my CPH1701 using Tapatalk
  4. Thank you Night Shade!.[emoji4] i did try to read more on the deck but i still struggle with the answers i get. I tried changing the questions and rephrasing myself but i still dont understand it when the cards appear [emoji30] Sent from my CPH1701 using Tapatalk
  5. I'm not sure whether this is the correct section to post this but I couldn't find one that fits the topic, so I apologise in advance if this is in the wrong spot <3 I recently.. well a couple months now.. got a new tarot deck, but every time I do a reading, I always feel like I'm not able to really understand or connect to the cards fully, to be able to understand the answers. Usually I read intuitively, whatever feelings I am getting from the imagery of the cards, or whatever emotions strikes me. When I read with my legacy of the divine deck, I used to be able to connect very quickly and feel at ease trusting whatever I feel from the cards. For this new deck, I find it a little more difficult. I keep questioning myself, is it just me blocking the energies or am I just being silly. I don't know lol What are your experiences when connecting with a new deck, is there anything you do to ease the connection process?
  6. Hi mesmericsiren, here's your reading for 2019. I'd love to hear what you think of it! – Hi Saskia, thank you so much for reading for me and I do apologise for the long wait for my feedback. After I returned from my travels, I was told about my redundancy so I have been trying to figure things out and sort through that. In any case, I do appreciate your time and patience and thank you once again What I need to heal in 2019 and why? HIEROPHANT - PAGE OF CUPS RX Hmm, your relationship with authorities needs some overhaul. You may feel you live in a very rigid world where someone else is dictating how you should behave, think and act; or, you wish to be some kind of authority, such as a teacher or religious leader or keeper of tradition. I have never really been one to challenge authority so much because I never really felt like I have ever been overburdened or oppressed by them. I do generally like things more structured, so perhaps that is why I feel a bit more secure with keeping things the way they are, if it isn’t broken, then leave things be. I wouldn’t consider myself super rigid, I do enjoy fluidity but within boundaries and reason. If that makes sense You may have found earlier in your life that authorities, rules and traditions bring peace and order, but now you've started to 'outgrow' that because it's suppressing your emotional expression and freedom of thought. Yes, very much so, this resonates with me because while I like structure and order, I am governed more so by my feelings, so sometimes it can be a bit of a struggle for me, when it comes to decision making etc because while I like order, structure, logic and planning, I tend to ever really do or decide on things if it ‘feels’ right. Of late, I tend to feel a little stifled particularly with work and life in general because I am feeling a lack of direction You seem quite keen to develop your own values based on your feelings and intuition and that's the reason why it is a good and needed idea to challenge some of the teachings, traditions and authority figures you currently have in your life, even if the authority figure is you yourself. This is really interesting to me, I never kind of looked at myself as an authority figure so it is funny how you mention that. I am always striving to learn and I enjoy little challenges and definitely my values are very much fixed on my intuition and my sense of what is right and wrong. I feel very restless and troubled when I feel things are unfair or when I am not emotionally fulfilled, this applies to all areas of life really, work, friends, family. I do feel 2019 is a year of change for me, I had felt that towards the end of 2018, but because I am a creature of habit, I find it hard to sort of push myself of the edge to act, so to speak. So this redundancy that suddenly happens, I feel if I look at it on a more positive light, is the universe’s way of telling me, get off your butt. Lol What are the best steps to take to heal? 8 CUPS - 6 WANDS RX You may need to cut ties with people or past events that at one time meant a lot to you, but that don't serve you anymore. You don't need to hang on to events or people just because they've been in your life for a long time; I tend naturally to feel attached to people, event and things. I always remember how I feel towards something, someone or what happened. That is definitely true and I struggle to let things go, not super sure why to be honest, just I feel the stronger the attachment the more of a void I feel. It’s the finite actions that I find difficult to deal with. it's completely ok and healthy to re-evaluate who you are, what you want, where you want to be, and make amends and adjustments accordingly. Walking away or closing a chapter are not 'losing' or 'giving up', they are essential steps in productive, expansive and happy life. You don't need anybody's approval or recognition to make up your own mind and you don't need to be praised by anyone to know you're doing the right thing or succeeding on your own life journey. Nobody else but you can tell whether you're doing well and feeling fulfilled - trust your own inner voice and intuitive feelings about what direction your life should take. I value and appreciate this advice. I never really seek approval from anyone but I do tend to feel sometimes underwhelmed by my own successes or maybe by my lack of concrete direction. I think living day to day has served me for the most part but looking back, sometimes it does feel a little void, like maybe I should have, could have done more. But things always make more sense in hindsight, so maybe 2019 is definitely a year for me to evaluate what makes me happy or what really is important. I struggle with deciding at the moment whether I should move back to be with family or to stay where I am and figure things out. My parents are getting older so a part of me does feel like I should be there with them but the other part of me feels like it would be a mistake to move back without a plan, because I will just end up regretting it. What are the most likely obstacles for my healing? 7 PENTACLES RX - TEMPERANCE RX It seems you'll encounter a double whammy: your own impatience and the fact that your views and outsiders' views will not align. This is quite understandable if you start challenging, questioning or re-thinking teachings or traditions you've so far taken for granted or at least as things that make sense. People or society around you won't necessarily understand or support you in your quest to find your own values and lifestyle, and you may feel there's no point, it's too hard work or it takes too long to figure things out. Just try to grow your patience; growth means maturing and maturing means you're becoming more fully yourself, a stronger soul. I feel like this speaks quite directly to the internal turmoil I’m feeling when it comes to this move to be with family. I feel in some way I should do the right thing and move back to be with them because I love them to bits but a part of me also feels like what if I move back and I hate it. I will end up just arguing because I am frustrated and then regret the move altogether. They want me to move back and I do too but theres a niggling voice that always keeps stopping me from biting the bullet. Goodness, the more I read your words and processing how I feel, the more it makes sense to me, that this really is how I am feeling. Very much so a conflict of my values (filial piety and closeness to my mother and knowing she wants me close) against the lifestyle that I value and the independence that I feel is important to me. And this redundancy that is kicking my butt because it makes it harder to stay strong and stay on my own without a job. How will my life be different after I heal? PAGE OF SWORDS RX - 2 CUPS RX - 3 PENTACLES RX You'll feel your mind is freer to explore all kinds of new ideas, not just those accepted or expected by the authorities you've had in your life so far (religious, academic, teachers and gatekeepers including your parents and elders). You'll eventually meet like-minded people you'll connect with beautifully and want to cooperate with and work together towards common goals. It seems even love and romance are possible on this path, the very least you'll meet some great people you recognise as your tribe, your emotional and mental kin. This process will take time, though, as your soul searching may be slow and you might not instantly know what direction to take - hence the warning about impatience as an obstacle! Best of luck on your journey I do sincerely hope so, and I do really want to stay strong and find my path, for lack of a better word. I’m not unhappy with how things are but I do feel I would be happier if I had some direction or at least rediscover what it is that makes me happy again. I want to be able to answer that question wholeheartedly and with conviction, something which I find hard to do now, if anyone were to ever ask me that question. Sorry for the rant feedback, I was just thinking as I was reading your advice and processing it at the same time. It really resonated with me and I truly want to tahnk you for your advice. Big hugs and many thanks for your patience also while waiting for me to come back to you. Have a lovely 2019 ahead <3
  7. Hi mesmericsiren, here's your reading for 2019. I'd love to hear what you think of it! What I need to heal in 2019 and why? HIEROPHANT - PAGE OF CUPS RX Hmm, your relationship with authorities needs some overhaul. You may feel you live in a very rigid world where someone else is dictating how you should behave, think and act; or, you wish to be some kind of authority, such as a teacher or religious leader or keeper of tradition. You may have found earlier in your life that authorities, rules and traditions bring peace and order, but now you've started to 'outgrow' that because it's suppressing your emotional expression and freedom of thought. You seem quite keen to develop your own values based on your feelings and intuition and that's the reason why it is a good and needed idea to challenge some of the teachings, traditions and authority figures you currently have in your life, even if the authority figure is you yourself. What are the best steps to take to heal? 8 CUPS - 6 WANDS RX You may need to cut ties with people or past events that at one time meant a lot to you, but that don't serve you anymore. You don't need to hang on to events or people just because they've been in your life for a long time; it's completely ok and healthy to re-evaluate who you are, what you want, where you want to be, and make amends and adjustments accordingly. Walking away or closing a chapter are not 'losing' or 'giving up', they are essential steps in productive, expansive and happy life. You don't need anybody's approval or recognition to make up your own mind and you don't need to be praised by anyone to know you're doing the right thing or succeeding on your own life journey. Nobody else but you can tell whether you're doing well and feeling fulfilled - trust your own inner voice and intuitive feelings about what direction your life should take. What are the most likely obstacles for my healing? 7 PENTACLES RX - TEMPERANCE RX It seems you'll encounter a double whammy: your own impatience and the fact that your views and outsiders' views will not align. This is quite understandable if you start challenging, questioning or re-thinking teachings or traditions you've so far taken for granted or at least as things that make sense. People or society around you won't necessarily understand or support you in your quest to find your own values and lifestyle, and you may feel there's no point, it's too hard work or it takes too long to figure things out. Just try to grow your patience; growth means maturing and maturing means you're becoming more fully yourself, a stronger soul. How will my life be different after I heal? PAGE OF SWORDS RX - 2 CUPS RX - 3 PENTACLES RX You'll feel your mind is freer to explore all kinds of new ideas, not just those accepted or expected by the authorities you've had in your life so far (religious, academic, teachers and gatekeepers including your parents and elders). You'll eventually meet like-minded people you'll connect with beautifully and want to cooperate with and work together towards common goals. It seems even love and romance are possible on this path, the very least you'll meet some great people you recognise as your tribe, your emotional and mental kin. This process will take time, though, as your soul searching may be slow and you might not instantly know what direction to take - hence the warning about impatience as an obstacle! Best of luck on your journey :) Thank you so much for the reading and i do apologise for the delay in getting back to you. Im travelling atm and will get back to you soon as i am home in a couple days. Thank you for your patience and reading for me Sent from my CPH1701 using Tapatalk
  8. Ohhh me too please raises hand Sent from my GT-N5100 using Tapatalk
  9. Can i join too pleaseeeee [emoji16] Sent from my CPH1701 using Tapatalk
  10. Clarity and guidance [emoji3] Sent from my CPH1701 using Tapatalk
  11. Hi Sharyn, thank you for your reply. I initially was browsing the bookstore near my home and was drawn to the deck because it looks very pretty and the colors are vivid (on the box). I also got the tarot familiar deck along with this one but have not really touched that yet. Its super cute though. I tried reading for myself with the mystical deck intuitively because uhm i didnt see any numbering or anything on it so i got a little lost (noobie me didnt quite understand) and just went with my gut feel instead. Its a beautiful deck but not as vibrant as the box. Might need to just spend more time studying the cards for now [emoji16] Sent from my CPH1701 using Tapatalk
  12. Thank you so much everyone for your warm welcome [emoji4] big hugs all around Sent from my CPH1701 using Tapatalk
  13. Just a quick lil intro and say hi to everyone [emoji16] I've always been intrigued and fascinated with tarot and have been collecting tarot decks for a while. Unfortunately i have only been able to admire them as I am still not so confident in my ability to do readings yet. Anyway nice to meey everyone here [emoji2] SS Sent from my CPH1701 using Tapatalk
  14. Hi everyone, i am new to the forum and just wanted to peek in and say hi. I have just gotten the mystical tarot deck and just wanted to know if anyone else has it and how have you found reading with this deck? Thank you [emoji4] Sent from my CPH1701 using Tapatalk
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