Personal Reading for Queen of Wands Reversed and King of Wands

[The_Star_XVII]

So I was doing my daily tarot spread to become better at reading cards. I've bought the meaning booklet that goes with my deck to get a better understanding. 

So the reading was a simple two card spread about me looking at what I need to work on today kinda like shadow work. I got the Queen of Wands reversed and the King of Wands upright. 

My booklet defined the Queen as being a symbol of me feeling overwhelmed by burdens and made a note to mention that the card reversed usually symbolizes something triggering long term trauma. 

I understood that quickly. Right before I sat down to meditate I was flooded of memories of how in high school I was being groomed by a teacher and no one in my life noticed because they were too busy. My dad was going through a separation from my mom and my mom completely checked out from our lives. It wasn't until 6 years later that I realized what that teacher had been doing. He knew about my family life and guess thought no one would notice... and he was right. Luckily nothing came from it, but I do occasionally suffer nightmares where he's chasing me down trying to SA me. I know that I do have trauma concerning it and need to work deeper in it.

However, I don't know about the King of Wands. I researched online and the closest I got was the King represents a male who has/had some type of desire towards me. Is the King of Wands supposed to be representing the teacher?

[stephanelli]

@The_Star_XVII

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