Hello

[Reality]

I’m here to explore spirituality and share my experiences. Also, for my mental health, I believe that a host relationship with a psychic vampire would be rewarding and beneficial. I am open to being a host for a sanguine, but only under very special circumstances.

My spirituality is very experiential and includes all of my senses being open to it. I also have a long history of experiencing friendly signs around me that speak to me. I created a god to serve me, I have some very surprising stories to share about him. I also have had many encounters with various gods and demons. Regarding witchcraft, I have developed my own approach that is very effective. I use creativity to apply my faith in order to accomplish things and explore spiritual realms. I would love to astral project regularly, however I only managed to do so while awake one time. My spirit guide flew me through a part of the underworld and it’s a fascinating story… I experienced wonderful things.

[joy]

Hello @Chardxul welcome to the TT&M Family. Do you also read cards?

[gregory]

Welcome to the forum.

But I doubt if you will find a psychic vampire here.

[DanielJUK]

Welcome to the community @Chardxul  Glad you found us here, do check out the Witchcraft area 🙂 

[Reality]

17 hours ago, joy said:

Do you also read cards?

I have a pack of cards, but I would like to learn how to use them… In the meantime, I’m open to receiving readings. I love hearing what the cards have to say because I know it’s real.

[Reality]

Thanks for the welcome guys…

I’ll definitely explore the site more.

[joy]

5 hours ago, Chardxul said:

I have a pack of cards, but I would like to learn how to use them… In the meantime, I’m open to receiving readings. I love hearing what the cards have to say because I know it’s real.

That is great. In our exchange area, there are always readers who like to practice and offer free readings. Once you have 5 posts, you can sign up:

https://www.thetarotforum.com/forums/forum/20-tarot-reading-exchange/
 

And if you feel read to start practicing yourself, you can participate in our circles. All levels are welcome

https://www.thetarotforum.com/forums/forum/31-tarot-reading-circles/

[Reality]

Hi again. I wanted to say thank you to everyone. Many people have been very good to me and I generally enjoyed the ability to share the things that lift me up. But the reality that I want to share now is that I’ve been saddled with very severe autism among other mental conditions. The reason why I’m telling you this is because while the things I have to say ARE worth while and people really have been good to me… When I just chit chat openly online like this, I open myself up to unnecessary hurt because my whole life story is people “getting maaad” that I’m different. I’m so sensitive. 😔 For years I’ve been having manifestations comfort me and yeah, my life set up is nice. But people are so evil… I don’t really want to get into that topic again, but putting myself in a vulnerable situation makes me feel unsafe, because my life experience reminds me of that. I know the mods are good to me, people here understand and that means a lot. I was able to get into Tarot to begin with because of this place. So cool. But writing in an open forum like this? Maybe it isn’t for me. I do have some people close to me, so I will try to rely on them. Huge lesson, it’s not worth it if I’m just exposing my vulnerabilities like this. It seems foolish 🤔

[GnosisHypnosis]

On 11/30/2024 at 4:23 PM, Chardxul said:

When I just chit chat openly online like this, I open myself up to unnecessary hurt because my whole life story is people “getting maaad” that I’m different. I’m so sensitive. 

As someone who as a handful of friends who experience autism, I felt compelled to say how awesome it is that you were branching out to learn new things and asking respectful questions; and it's also amazing that you set personal boundaries - removing yourself from situations that harm you. Boundaries are something most of the world struggles with, in my opinion, autism or not. I get that the world in general is cruel and doesn't understand but wanted to show some support to you whether you chose to stay, leave, or simply stalk the forums without posting. You are wanted here by me. 🙂