Help with Interpretation

[risingsun]

hi! i'm learning lenny. i've asked someone to read for me. my question was "what does M want to communicate to me?"

 

M is my bf who has been non-communicative. we're not broken-up but we're in limbo. the limbo has to do with his fear of his feelings for me as he's expressed significant ones, and other life changes and family issues. he's overwhelmed. just some back story for the basis of my question.

 

also, i had another lenny a few days where i asked "what are M's feelings for me?" and got:

 

fish + heart + tree + ring + house

 

the interpretation i got was, "amazing! he feels love and a connection, a very strong karmic connection to you. There couldn’t be better cards in the middle here. There’s a deep spiritual connection. he seems very stable and responsible and they feel that way about you too."

 

i tend to agree that this is a pretty great reading that shows he has significant feelings for me. i think he wants a committed relationship, even sees me as 'the one' perhaps. it's not in this reading, but he fears failure and even being happy, that i do know.

 

i'm sharing this reading to help lend an interpretation for my question of "what does M want to communicate to me?" because i feel it must be kept in mind when interpreting the question about communication. the reading:

 

book + child + house + crossroads + star

 

i know there are different ways to interpret. i'm drawn to the middle card being the theme. so, for this i see at the center that M wants stability in our relationship. i feel he's been grappling with a decision around this, about whether to commit and take a chance with his deep feelings, or basically sabotage it. here, i see that he wants to tell me that he hopes to make a fresh start with us, to build a more stable relationship, but his fears make him have doubts, and he's hesitant to actually say this to me. but, the overall message i get from this is that, yes, he wants to tell me that he still wishes to be with me, to start over, but is afraid to say this, perhaps fearing rejection.

 

some combos:

 

book + star - positive information

child + crossroads - new path

crossroads + star - positive outcome

book + child - stumped on this. i've read secret child, but that is not the case

house + crossroads - decision about relationship

child + house - stumped on this. i've read new house which doesn't make sense. perhaps fresh start + commitment, so new beginning for relationship?

 

overall, though, these seem to fit the interpretation.

 

please let me know your thoughts on this.

 

also, insight about the question about his feelings is welcome too.

 

thanks!  :)