Tarot and Feelings - can you help me?

[Vasixlisa]

Hey,

 

I am new in this forum, would be nice if you can help me, because I am kinda afraid and confused.

 

I`ve always been drawn to tarot, gemstones and white as well as dark magical things. But everytime I start getting a little bit more into it I get this weird feeling. My english is not good enough to explain it the right way... Just yesterday I tried another run oracle and as soon as I touched the stones the feelings came back.

 

I tried to explain it to myself that it is imagination something psycholigic, but as older as I grow the more I am sure about it being no imagination. I am not the little girl anymore, imagine fairies and imagine seeing aura. So, you see, I know when my feelings are psychic and when not. And as weird as may sound (I didn`t grew up in an enviormnent, where healing with stones or chakra or even magical stuff is accepted and normal) I got the feeling the stones are ... calling me. That sounds like a clichee...

 

Anyways, I put (is that the right word?) run oracles for myself and friends and never got it wrong, even in the beginning when I didn`t know the exact meaning of the stones, I always been able to tell the situation right. But it happend also that I knew which stones I get before deciding to do the oracle ...

 

Still, this weird feeling confuses me and also keeps me from diving deeper into this even so I would want to...

 

Can you please tell me this is ... normal or common for someone trying to get into tarot and run oracle more? Maybe a little tip to calm my feelings?

 

Thanks for the help :)

 

Lisa

[Honney]

Hello Lisa,

 

 

if I understood you correctly you are struggling with the situation when you have a feeling that your gemstones want to communicate with you. I do not think it is weird or you are a weirdo. It is normal, I have the same feeling when I am touch with my cards. I would say that your doubts are product of your brain. In our "job" we should use more our unconscious. To think a lot is sometimes a break - to develop our clairvoyance (or call it whatever you want) and and to believe in ourselves.

 

Just my two cents.

 

Honney <3

[Saturn Celeste]

Hey,

 

I am new in this forum, would be nice if you can help me, because I am kinda afraid and confused.

 

I`ve always been drawn to tarot, gemstones and white as well as dark magical things. But everytime I start getting a little bit more into it I get this weird feeling. My english is not good enough to explain it the right way... Just yesterday I tried another run oracle and as soon as I touched the stones the feelings came back.

 

I tried to explain it to myself that it is imagination something psycholigic, but as older as I grow the more I am sure about it being no imagination. I am not the little girl anymore, imagine fairies and imagine seeing aura. So, you see, I know when my feelings are psychic and when not. And as weird as may sound (I didn`t grew up in an enviormnent, where healing with stones or chakra or even magical stuff is accepted and normal) I got the feeling the stones are ... calling me. That sounds like a clichee...

 

Anyways, I put (is that the right word?) run oracles for myself and friends and never got it wrong, even in the beginning when I didn`t know the exact meaning of the stones, I always been able to tell the situation right. But it happend also that I knew which stones I get before deciding to do the oracle ...

 

Still, this weird feeling confuses me and also keeps me from diving deeper into this even so I would want to...

 

Can you please tell me this is ... normal or common for someone trying to get into tarot and run oracle more? Maybe a little tip to calm my feelings?

 

Thanks for the help :)

 

Lisa

Hi Vasixlisa!  Welcome to Tarot Tea and Me!  You have posted in the Tarot Mentorship.  Are you looking for a mentor or just someone to discuss your feelings with the tarot?  If you are looking for a discussion, I'll need to move your thread.  Please let me know.

[Vasixlisa]

It would be nice to have someone sharing his/her experience with me. Let us be a mentor or just a thread to discuss. You can move it if you find my comment is not fitting into this section, I just didn't know where else to put it X/

[Saturn Celeste]

It would be nice to have someone sharing his/her experience with me. Let us be a mentor or just a thread to discuss. You can move it if you find my comment is not fitting into this section, I just didn't know where else to put it X/

Hi Vasixlisa, I have moved the thread to the Talking Tarot section.  You'll get more replies here.  :))

[Ratty]

You ask is it normal, but I don't know what normal is. I'm not even sure I care. Surely the issue is that you feel this way, not whether others do too.

 

Just because you've had this reaction a long time doesn't mean it isn't psychological. There's a term you may have heard called psychosomatic, which means real physical effects come from mental causes. People dismiss it, saying it's all in his/her mind, as though that makes it any the less real.

 

I  don't know if you are wondering if these feelings have an external, spiritual cause. But you shouldn't dismiss the idea that these feelings come from within you, even though they are not imaginary. 

[Purple Lyn]

hi Vasixlisa

perhaps what you need is to go to an experienced gem stone reader or tarot reader or psychic (or anyone else you feel is more appropriate) to show you how to control the gift you have. it may be that you have some talents but don't know how to use or control them as you would like.

good luck

lyn

[Ncharge]

I talk to my crystals all the time. They call to me when they want attention. They let me know which stone is right for whatever I am doing. I think what you are experiencing is normal. For me, crystals have personality and desires and wisdom. I like that about them.