Hello, how have you been? I've been not okay nor good and now am facing some difficult decisions as a tarot reader. When I began my journey in the Spring of 2021, I remember how diverted I was from attempting to create a personal brand to connecting with the people that I felt was right for that commitment although the spark from the match lit quickly it ended just as quickly. Therefore I left most of the communities and connections I've joined previously and discontinued to provide my services to others. At the beginning of 2022, my journey to healing my sense of self unfolded and tarot really help in the case it gave me a space to process, connect, and be myself no matter how disapproving the outside world might be. Yet at the end of 2022, it became disconnected as I got employed as front cashier and continued to aspire as a tarot reader committing to return and offer what I have. Immediately, time went by and a decision I needed to face was to commit to being a tarot reader or give it up entirely and follow a new career path. Hence in 2023, I resigned not too long after the New Year's and started to learn, discover, connect and commit to how to navigate a business. Recently, I've been face and confronted with disappointment, disconnect, discontent, and rejection from communities and individuals. Even though I respect people's boundaries, opinions, and commitments mines aren't supported or appreciated. Some of the experiences from last month discouraged me as well when I was connecting to individuals in different communities. Last week, my account was banned from a server for speaking up that tarot readings cannot predict the future logically to prevent members from being misinformed. Even further, the moderator accused me of forcing my beliefs onto others and the message I given convey that there is only one right method, technique, practice towards tarot. This discussion in particular has made me nervous, paranoid, displaced, and disconnected as a tarot reader so I am taking a much needed break. Now I am deciding how to best and honestly navigate my new path in tarot. Happy Spring and Good luck!